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Monday, July 30, 2018

Daily scribbles and drools... Day 53

Mahab


One thing I've learned, I'm not gonna take my body for granted like I am doing right now. It's 33 not 20 and it hurts and I gotta listen to it more by exercising even harder if I wanna stay fit and fine. 


Mahaballipuram surprised me. In a good way --- felt a tiny bit like Arugam Bay. The people were really hospitable, warm and catered to all my whims, fancies and queries. I was quite drowsy even though I caught a couple of winks at the airport. I did the right thing by going by aapre paid cab for INR 1500. I snoozed in the car and my driver did not hera pheri and looked after me well and even went out of his way to help me find my hotel. 




The owner of Little Island, Rajendra aka Raja was extremely kind and well connected. Since his hotel was booked, and I came at an unGodly hour, he got me a room for a few hours to sleep, next to his place till I'd get my room. He finally ended up giving me a room which costed slightly more than what I had signed up for but he didn't murmur about it. 

A heavy breakfast and a late tea were had at Joe's cafe. Quite nice tbh. Quaint, small seating and decent meal. To die for was this homemade banana jam which I was hoping they sold but no luck. 



The most idiotic thing I did was walk to see the Pancha Rathas. It said 25 mins, I thought I'd be able to manage in the heat. Ghanta. I dunno how many times I died and how many times I was reborn. Lol. What a disaster. I didn't even go bothering about trying to find the write up about the place. Just took one overall round and sat under a tree. Just googled it and read it to myself. I saw the lighthouse from afar and I was like yeah fuggg it. And this wasn't even summer!



By the way rickshaw/auto fares start from INR 50 for a journey less than 500m! I had no energy and more than anything, it was a lost cause since they're all in this racket together. P.s. I reached the hotel again and slept for an hour and a half, I was drained but luckily hydrated so it wasn't too bad. Raja thought I was an idiot. I agree.





Mumu's surf school, was a different kind of friendly vibe. More serious but I'm glad I went to them as it is always a good experience learning something new. Rahul was my instructor and the bugger would walk so fast, I kept having fatigue breakdowns. My surfing class, other than the initial two waves I caught turned out to be a disaster. He was trying to get me up in a smoother way, focus on my knees bending slightly, face forward, hands balanced out, body almost upright, pushing the chest up with the palms... I just couldn't get my brain and body to be in sync. Moreover the waves were no help. But that's the best way to learn, under tough conditions. Sri Lanka seems easy peasy, now that I think about it. Lol. Well, not really. I feel like I'm taking a long long time to learn the basics. I have zero flexibility and have yet to get my hand at paddling better.



So many small small things to learn. I tried a couple of new things today, like holding the stringer/tail to make the board go up over a wave, lifting the leash over the regular waves that I could manage, going underwater while holding the tail. So much to learn. I will get better. I'm determined about getting better as surfing. I hired the board for an extra hour so I could practice on my own. It was a decent effort, I barely stood up but I tried paddling and looking at the waves and I know I have so much more to do. Wish me juju!



Went for a walk to the tip of the beach at dusk and surprisingly didn't find those beautiful green shells today. 



Went to the room, showered and chilled with a well deserved bottle of beer. It really was such a nice cozy room. Thoughts of wanting to have my own space constantly hound me. Decided to take the bus to Guindy with the help of Raja who was kind enough to offer to drop me by bike to the bus stop and wait for the bus to show up because there was a blackout of streetlights for some reason. Thanked him profusely before boarding and then spent a lovely one hour plus on a comfortable bus journey. The conductor was once again helpful and told me where to take the next bus from. I decided to grab a plate of piping idli sambar and watermelon juice and then, as always, got lost trying to find the bus stop to take me to the airport that I Ubered myself outta there. Please note it was hot and I was starting to melt.

I'm already starting to ache and I have a feeling tomorrow is gonna be a very challenging ball game -- lack of sleep, bad posture at the airport trying to snooze and my achy breaky back. All in all, if I had to do one thing differently, it would be to stay in a place for two days minimum and no airport sleepovers ever again. Getting too old for this shit. 

Saturday, July 28, 2018

Daily scribbles and drools... Day 52

NiKuch



Seeing someone you know make a fool of themselves and so thoroughly... that's what comes from being a sly snake. Well, we all fall the hard fall. Lol.

Opens up a whole can of worms which truth be told, I actually don't give a rats ass about. Lol. My gawdddd what was I effin even thinking back in the day... Lame ass loser with their chutiya garbage life.

Anyway, we all dig our own graves, with or without the shovel. How many of us resurrect ourselves, 3 days, 3 months, 3 years... It's all on you, man. 

I'm not saving anyone from this shit. But I can't stop laughing at the chutiyapa that I see today. Why weren't my glasses this clean back in the day, bro!!!


Lolz.

Daily scribbles and drools... Day 51

+1?


It doesn't get easier. The loneliness. It doesn't fucking get easier. You numb it or you keep yourself so tied up that you barely can feel it anymore. I'm waiting for a +1 to go on these trips and do crazy shit. It really would be nice. I know who I'd have... i knew, i guess... fuck it. Anyway, chapter closed. Donut going solo... Again.

Happy days? May be... Staying sharp.

Thursday, July 26, 2018

Daily scribbles and drools... Day 50

Poke-Her



Finally learned how to play Poker. Only took 33 years to get here! Fortunately or unfortunately we didn't play with bread but nevertheless it was still oodles of fun, thanks to the Maggi, the wine, the Andhra fried fish. Perfect end to a great roadtrip.

Tuesday, July 24, 2018

Daily scribbles and drools... Day 49

Bengaluru

Almost three years since I lived in Bangalore. The city never fails to remind me how awesome my time was there. Still the same joys of seeing those small lanes, the greenery, the vibrant attires, the meals and the same sorrows, the number of old people begging, the stilted traffic, the garbage problem, children out of school and forced to work, village people working as labourers in the city.

The weather is something to definitely look forward to, especially if you're coming from this shit hole. This city and Pune are two cities I would consider if I ever had to move. Every city comes with it's own challenges. Always happy to visit Thoms bakery and also pass by my former lane in Shivajinagar.

Life is what you make of it. Trying to make my life better. Little by little. 

Thursday, July 19, 2018

Daily scribbles and drools... Day 48

ITR


Sooooo guess who filed her first income tax returns on her own!!!

Hahahaha I definitely deserve a medal for someone who struggles with anything to do with numerals.

It was pretty easy peasy but I had to be diligent while filling it up and also I didn't have my 80G handy so a bit of time went in those follow ups. But all in all, I think I did a great job. I won't get some insane refund or anything, in fact, I missed claiming a return on one donation but it's okay. I'm not complaining. The exercise itself was truly enlightening.

And the final submit was like me going arrggghhhhhhhh!!! Soooo psyched!

Xoxo

Wednesday, July 18, 2018

Daily scribbles and drools... Day 47

Sankar


For me, will always be a name synonym with everything that is right in the world. He joined the same year as me and to hear that he is leaving is a very heavy feeling. Aside from Mous, he is the only other person, I believe, I've learned from all these years. Professional aside, he's given me a listening ear, he's given a few others I've sent his way, a chance to tell their story when their voices weren't being heard.

More than anything, he was there for me a year later, when things took a toll on me mentally. He guided me to the right lady who took on my case and was just there, you know what I mean? Without a lot of words, no judgement or "I think you should have"... None of it. Just there. And legally, what my options were.

No tearful goodbyes. Just that he comes to my city. Which is great news. I hope our paths cross again someday.

What a feeling it is to have good people leave an indelible mark on your being!

Monday, July 16, 2018

Daily scribbles and drools... Day 46

Le Bleus Deschamps!



I lived again to see France lift the 2018 FIFA World Cup last night IST. Everyone I knew, whether they we're true football fans or muggles trying to blend in were changing: France for the World Cup but the heart is with Croatia.

Truly, the Croats were the underdogs and they had the love of the whole world riding with them for everything that they've been through as a country, as a people and as a team. Someone on Twitter called the Croatian team : Rocky Balboa. And they honestly were.



Haunted. Modric's eyes, when he stood for the photo-op with his Golden Ball. His President wiping his tears while being unable to control her own, when the final whistle blew... Moments.

For a population of plus minus 4 million, well done to Croatia 🇭🇷 for making it to the final !! #Modric for Ballon D ‘OR!

For France... Giroud, you lucky dog for playing in 7 games as striker but hitting gas and winning the World Cup, Kante won hearts... Belgium my babies.. Hazard and Courtois -- Chelsea legends with Thiboult taking home the Golden Glove award.


Arrgghhhh best world cup ever!!!

Friday, July 13, 2018

Daily scribbles and drools... Day 45

Head achy


Not as bad as some of my previous experiences of my periods but this one I dunno. Slept over 13 hours and still it's throbbing. Haven't had dinner either. Is it the eye strain? Has my number increased. I did the squint the eyes thing to see if the blurred becomes clearer and I had to go closer this time. I'll go for a check up over the weekend. Bahhhhh last thing I need is to go more blind. Wish it would improve. But at 33 --- I'd need a Jesus' public life miracle or a Hail Mary prayer. 

Wednesday, July 11, 2018

Daily scribbles and drools... Day 44

Fingerpicking Verse 1


Really feeling accomplished last evening. And the finger pattern is the only thing in my head constantly. I have to watch the original video to see how can I improve. The challenge, I think, will be to sing and pluck. My brain has historically struggled with that and I'm unsure how to overcome it. I tried singing last evening but found my fingers unsure when they were playing blind if I didn't sing.

Weird isn't it? There's nothing one can't do. It will just take practice so practice is what I shall do. 

Sunday, July 8, 2018

Daily scribbles and drools... Day 43

Fingerpicking!



Took me just 14 years to begin fingerpick!!!!

I'm soooo excited because I really think I may pick it up fast. I picked the first lesson from YouTube and it was so simple. Just as promised, I was fingerpicking slowly within 12 minutes. And it really felt comfortable.

My only concern is trying to sing and fingerpick. I've seen it with More than Words and Stand by Me... I'm unable to sing and play. I'm not too fussed though. It really would be nice to get good at it.

Yayyyy!

Friday, July 6, 2018

Daily scribbles and drools... Day 42

Don't close your eyes

Music can break you into smutherines... What a song. And I heard it only because papa was watching the voice - 6th season. Heartbreaking this song is.

Feel like doing a rendition of it on the guitar. Been feeling mellow and light and this song really gets to me.

I think it's country music in general. Even, you had me from hello... Man, I bawl every single time. Hehehe emotional drama queen!

Wednesday, July 4, 2018

Daily scribbles and drools... Day 41

She cycled away



Said goodbye in my head last evening to one of the most heartfelt and kind birthday gifts I've ever received.

Every child must have a cycle when growing up. Must also have spaces to zip around. That's really your first taste of the three Fs - fear, flight, freedom. 

We'd always borrow the neighbours' bikes because papa never wanted us to own one, boils down to a head on collision he'd witnessed between a cycle and another vehicle. Sad to say, we paid for that crime but we paid our dues.

Getting a cycle at 32 is no joke. It's literally tasting those 3 Fs again --- you're just more aware of your surroundings and what you can/cannot do.

I used it about 5 times max, in a year and I'm not proud of saying that. I've been wanting to buy a cycle in forever but I could never commit to the effort it required.

This is me saying goodbye to a beautiful gift. I hated seeing it lying unused and offered it to the gardener in church whose son had been asking for a cycle. 

He'll learn the three Fs now gifted to him by three women - Mous, Ed, C.

Daily scribbles and drools... Day 40

It's conversation time!

And I hate having them tough ones. More importantly it is such a fine line in between giving constructive feedback and pissing a closed person off. 

Today's generation thinks they know better. Which is why they go defensive and rarely listen. I'm also one of those. But I've got 33 years of experience behind me. Lol.