Wingardium Leviosa!

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Silent Night, Loves Lost Child


When you were standing in the wake of devastation

When you were waiting on the edge of the unknown

With the cataclysm raining down, insides crying save me now

You were there and possibly alone.



And in the burst of light that blinded every angel

As if the sky had blown the heavens into stars

You felt the gravity of temper grace falling into empty space

No one there to catch you in their arms.



... Do you feel cold and lost in desperation

You build up hope, but failure's all you've known

Remember all the sadness and frustration

And let it go, let it go.
 
 

She screams - IRIDESCENT!!!!!!

She runs, runs as fast as her tiny toes can push... the wind prevails, stopping her from going ahead but she charges through. She can't fight anymore. She just wants to hit the wall and fall. The road's empty again. Dust balls fill her vision. Sand dunes mar the opulence that is her life.

She's fallen from grace.

No reprieve. Not this time. No more no more. Take this cup from her if possible. She's done with her journey here.

She's ready to cross over.

Her demons await with eager anticipation to slice then dice her. She knows. She always knew it would end this way. Yet, for some fucked up reason she thought she could take a gamble.

One last breath.

She battens down the hatches as the storm rolls over her until the end of days.

Her Demon - Her Mirror.

Monday, December 19, 2011

"Soup for the Soul"

Calling All Angels ~ Lenny Kravitz

Calling all angels

I need you near to the ground
I miss you dearly
Can you hear me on your cloud?

All of my life
I've been waiting for someone to love
All of my life
I've been waiting for something to love

Calling all angels
I need you near to the ground
I have been kneeling
And praying to hear a sound



All of my life
I've been waiting for someone to love
All of my life
I've been waiting for something to love

All of my life
I've been waiting for someone to love
All of my life
I've been waiting for something to love

Day by day
Through the years
Make my way

Day by day
Through the years
Day by day
Through the years

Day by day
Through the years
Day by day
Make my way

Day by day
Through the years
Day by day
Day by day

Friday, December 9, 2011

I do...

I'm a couple of beers down so please forgive typos or whatever shit I spew out tonight.

Tonight I am just gonna write. Write what I am thinking and feeling. Anyone who has a problem about how sad and depressing my posts have been... well the 'X' option is on the top right. Please click and get rid of this misery.

So its December right? The time when everyone.. rather anything on two legs is getting hitched. "Do you take XYZ... I do. Do you take ABC... I do."

People getting engaged. Exchanging rings. Signing the registrar. Wedding cake. Champagne. Dancing.

I do.

I know its an amazing feeling. I've been to too many weddings not to have witnessed first hand what Love feels like.

The whole idea of being in Love - mind, body and soul. Two become One. Complete.

To all my friends who are walking down the aisle, Chelsea doesn't envy you. If you see tears -  those are happy tears :") You got your Ever After.


Life is about being happy and being happy with someone you love and makes you happy and I am sooooo happy that you found, to sound a little cliche - 'The One.'

To all those guys waiting for God knows what - get a move on it and ask that lovely lass in your life to be your wife. You know you won't regret it. He he he.

I remember at Foxy's engagement, I had tears in my eyes cause I was sooooo soooo happy for her and soon to be hubby and a small part of me, a very very small part of me wanted the same happy glow she felt.

The whole celebration is such a miracle. Weddings I mean. Every vow is sacred. Every step taken forward is a step taken as man and wife until death do us part. From the first dance to that first kiss. Standing at the sidelines you wish the couple all the happiness and love in the world cause that's what people in the sidelines are there for anyway :)

Young love is amazing, long lasting love even more...

For all those in Love - don't ever give up. Love ain't easy but it sure is worth the price.


You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh I realize
Its hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness inside you
Can make you feel so small

But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

Show me a smile then,
Don't be unhappy, can't remember
When I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there




~Cyndi Lauper