Thanks to Imran Shaikh for exposing me to a whole new world of thinking. Well not exactly new since I find myself thinking along those lines almost every minute yet not having the balls to go ahead and do something like that.
How do I take that first big baby step? I want to... sorry let me rephrase that... I need to. So effing scared though for some reason. I feel that I am at that age where every decision is a bad decision no matter how hard I thought and took that risk, that chance. But when is ever a decision the right one? How do you stay away from the bad stuff or the wrong choices?
I can't answer that. But what I can do is take the lead and make an effort to at least try. Then I can say I tried. I may have not succeeded but at least I tried. No harm done. So a few concrete plans I have to make to set the ball in motion. Goa - changes - me.
Amen.
