Is this an "ooops" instead of a - what if?
Learning again to never need no one. Failure is a great teacher, isn't she? The beast has shed her beauty. Time to say - fuck it, this fuck up has fucked up again and nothing fucking matters. Cue Larz Ulrich on the drums...
You failed. Again. And you'll fail again and again and again. Why? Because you're really not good enough. You're shit. You and your stupid fucking emotions are garbage. All they do is fuck up everything. Where's that fucking heart of stone you promised yourself? Where is it????? Why are you constantly breaking down? Have you learned nothing from your past? Where are you now!!!!
The self pity series begins... Shutdown and Lockdown mode switched on.
Learning again to never need no one. Failure is a great teacher, isn't she? The beast has shed her beauty. Time to say - fuck it, this fuck up has fucked up again and nothing fucking matters. Cue Larz Ulrich on the drums...
It's like the punches metted by a boxer. It hits you and hits you and hits you and you're bleeding from your eyes, your nose, you're spitting red everywhere... And you tell yourself -- it's okay. Time to close your eyes and let that KO in. After all, why do you even fucking try. You'll never win at this.
You failed. Again. And you'll fail again and again and again. Why? Because you're really not good enough. You're shit. You and your stupid fucking emotions are garbage. All they do is fuck up everything. Where's that fucking heart of stone you promised yourself? Where is it????? Why are you constantly breaking down? Have you learned nothing from your past? Where are you now!!!!
The self pity series begins... Shutdown and Lockdown mode switched on.
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