Michael Jackson

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I remember mom came back from Abu Dhabi and that time Michael Jackson was a CRAZZZEEEEE!!!! I mean chelson and me just loved JAM and would sing it over and over again. And we had Dangerous which wore out because we played it till it gave a final glass cracking smash and that was it. And then mom buys me the best shirt ever from the airport, duty free!.

An M.J original Dangerous shirt.

I wore it everywhere!!!!! - To eat, to play, to parties, to church, to sleep - even to take my passport photograph.

I do not and will never believe the garbage people wrote about him being a peadophile.

The one thing that I do know is that he will be my Smooth Criminal. His music Rocked my World, made me Bad, Dangerous, made my life a Thriller in so many ways, got me asking Who is It??? when I knew it was Bille Jean who I finally told to Beat It as I had Dirty Diana lurking in the corner...

I can imagine myself dead and gone, but not you. You will live on, your music will live on!!!

R.I.P Michael Jackson
1958 - 2009

<3

Simple Truths

- God’s best gift to mankind – Choice.
- Sitting in the first row in school/college/university/theatre or even church for that matter doesn't mean you’re a nerd/un-cool/loser/lame.
- Anyone who thinks their lives are complicated and messed up - feel free to read up on Amy Whinehouse and Lindsay Lohan (Britney I give you credit for trying to redeem yourself.)
- Giving your 100% in everything you do, doesn't mean you are perfect, it means you know your flaws and you try to better them.
- Walking away doesn't make you a quitter; it means you have learned the hardest lesson life could teach you - selfless love.
- An ant, earthworm, even a beetle have as much right to a footpath as much as a dog or human.
- When in doubt turn to the most trusted soul – your soul, the answer is within.
- There are different levels, different versions and different explanations of happiness – all right in their own way I am certain of this now.
- There is only so much that materialism can give you - the rest is for you to discover.
- Life is hard and seems often hopeless – yet we make our own life the way we see fit or to make it sound better – we dig our own grave.
- The sword may be mighty and the tongue may be sharper – but no one can take away your silence and your tears.
- Even the most powerful person in the world is scared.
- There is nothing wrong with being a simpleton with small ideas and dreams.
- Till date I have not eaten anything which tastes better than white rice, dahi, papad and a little mango pickle.
- Music defines many of us - who we are, what we wear, what we say and how we say it.
- People who are rich and good looking who live in fancy houses and drive even fancier cars have problems too – we just seem blind to it for some reason.
- No country can bring about a drastic change if half their educated countrymen are staging protests and rallies outside their home country.
- Quite hypocritical for us to tell Biharis and Northern Indian’s ‘LEAVE Bombay’… sorry Aamchi Mumbai – and then cast stones at Australians and Canadians for telling Indian’s and Pakistani’s to leave their country so that they can get their jobs back.
- Try living your childhood dreams and be the person you want to be or who you saw yourself becoming before getting into the ‘Show me the Money’ bandwagon.
- Even if you are battered, beaten and broken – get up.
- Crying and showing emotions takes courage even though people who have never cried will call you weak.
- Die knowing you loved at least one person in his/her entirety.
- Every mistake is a lesson learned and every lesson is a memory which will help you think twice before repeating that mistake.
- It is much more difficult to find people with morals and values in today’s Gen-X culture.
- I know the world says otherwise – but be happy with what you have – brains and brawn.
- Last of all - Money is the root cause of all evil. Period.

Losing my religion...

Yeah I know I have a thing for song titles which inadvertently become my blog titles. No originality, no pressure.

Making a big bold move. Losing myself. Well that isn't too hard considering I have lost myself in these two years. I have no idea who I am, where I am and what I even stand for anymore. All that I thought was white and black looks purpley bluish with a dash of green.

Have I given up - Yes. For now. Nothing to lose definitely nothing to gain. The disappearing act makes me feel like the Joker *R.I.P Ledger* You make me want to smash someone's head into a pen too!

So for now, I sit... like a volcano. Content under the surface, bubbling and frothing with all this lava within me, bidding my turn, one day, someday - I will let the steam blow.

Going up to the spirit in the sky... blah blah blah... when I die... blah blah blah... Going to the place that's the best :D

It's all in my head...

It's difficult to accept that I am 24 and be -

Someone with a heck of a lot of responsibilities.
Someone who has to do things the "grown-up" way.
Someone who has to be serious and choke back the tears and the %$%$# *&(*^%$%#%$% words when she jams her finger against the door.
Someone who better have a guy, or be getting laid or better be a baby chugging machine.
Someone who has to live up to "other" people's expectations.
Someone who gets a whole lot of unwanted and unwarranted advice.
Someone who can't get carried away on the dance floor.
Someone who has to think a million times before she says anything for fear of antagonizing her family and friends.
Someone who has to start keeping secrets because of the old cliche - why should everyone know what your doing???
Someone who just can't be herself.

I know it's all in my head. I know I choose to live the way I live - not because I HAVE to but because I WANT too.

The choice doesn't bother me... much.

I guess it starts to tick me off when people keep shoving it down my throat that I feel like puking all over them with the bile that arises from all the venom I'd like to spill on them saying HEY! You made your mistakes, and you learned from them - now let me make mine!

Sad as it may seem, our lives are no longer ours because we live by the rules of this capitalistic world. We live the lives of TV celebrities and advertising. We walk and talk like Britney clones and have Brad Pitt bodies. We dress our asses in the latest fashions and want to be rock stars - rightly said by Chad Kroegar.

Whatever happened to the good ol' - I love you for who you are? Or I respect you as a friend for all the times you have stood by me??? Or even thanks for the lunch, it was lovely of you to buy it???

Where is all of that? Where can I find it again? Can I find it again>>>

With no expectations - from my side and yours?