Yeah I know I have a thing for song titles which inadvertently become my blog titles. No originality, no pressure.
Making a big bold move. Losing myself. Well that isn't too hard considering I have lost myself in these two years. I have no idea who I am, where I am and what I even stand for anymore. All that I thought was white and black looks purpley bluish with a dash of green.
Have I given up - Yes. For now. Nothing to lose definitely nothing to gain. The disappearing act makes me feel like the Joker *R.I.P Ledger* You make me want to smash someone's head into a pen too!
So for now, I sit... like a volcano. Content under the surface, bubbling and frothing with all this lava within me, bidding my turn, one day, someday - I will let the steam blow.
Going up to the spirit in the sky... blah blah blah... when I die... blah blah blah... Going to the place that's the best :D
Making a big bold move. Losing myself. Well that isn't too hard considering I have lost myself in these two years. I have no idea who I am, where I am and what I even stand for anymore. All that I thought was white and black looks purpley bluish with a dash of green.
Have I given up - Yes. For now. Nothing to lose definitely nothing to gain. The disappearing act makes me feel like the Joker *R.I.P Ledger* You make me want to smash someone's head into a pen too!
So for now, I sit... like a volcano. Content under the surface, bubbling and frothing with all this lava within me, bidding my turn, one day, someday - I will let the steam blow.
Going up to the spirit in the sky... blah blah blah... when I die... blah blah blah... Going to the place that's the best :D
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