~Inner Peace~

I have been sailing in bad weather for a while as many people will attest. I can finally say, however, that I am sailing the seven seas high and dry again... As the winds HAVE changed!

I am not sure how, to be honest. Something I heard, something I felt, something I saw, something I read... I really don't know. What I do know is it's a combination of all the factors that have been playing out over the last couple of months and all of that has culminated into one single moment which is etched so perfectly in my eyes.

Did I waste a lot of time? Yes and no. Yes, cause I am sure there were better things to achieve and accomplish than day-dreaming. No, because the dreams contained You. I learned even with all that pain, there were droplets of happiness. So I am thankful and grateful for that. I felt again. That is what I set out to proove to myself anyway. So, mission accomplished.

But I have lost much... And I am not only talking about my weight and love handles. But, hopefully, this is my road to recovery *again*.

I wish I could share what I am feeling right now. It is soooo heady - this feeling of complete bliss, complete in-your-face kind of mojo kick-ass on-top-of-the-world moment, this I-am-perfect and I-am-whole feeling.. It has come at the perfect time!

For now, my yesterdays have all been washed and neatly put away while I continue to feel comfortably numb with inner peace :")

While saying a prayer in the train today morning these words came to me...

When the road is wrought with sadness

And despair blankets you like a sea of pain

Reach out to Christ your Saviour

To help fight the unbeatable tide and live again!

Laughin, Lovin, Livin!

Broken Spirit

Broken Spirit
Don't  let them take me down
Dry my tears, help me face my fears
Laugh with me till I erase that frown

Broken Spirit
How long will the night stay dark
When he looks my way
Is he hear to stay
Or will his shadow steer me clear away

Broken Spirit
Lift your broken arrow
Pierce the wound once more
So that I may feel again
Live again
Love again

Broken Spirit
Hear my silent prayer
Let me go, away from him
Into thy bosom care.

                                                         ~CBS~

SONGBIRD COVER

My first Dream Catcher...

Dream catchers are arts and crafts of the Native American people. The original web dream catcher of the Ojibwa was intended to teach natural wisdom. Nature is a profound teacher. Dream catchers of twigs, sinew, and feathers have been woven since ancient times by Ojibwa people. They were woven by the grandfathers and grandmothers for newborn children and hung above the cradleboard to give the infants peaceful, beautiful dreams. The night air is filled with dreams. Good dreams are clear and know the way to the dreamer, descending through the feathers. The slightest movement of the feathers indicated the passage of yet another beautiful dream. Bad dreams, however, are confused and confusing. They cannot find their way through the web and are trapped there until the sun rises and evaporates them like the morning dew.

“When birds fall from the sky and the animals are dying, a new tribe of people shall come unto the earth from many colors, classes, creeds, who by their actions and deeds shall make the earth green again. They will be known as the warriors of the Rainbow.” ~Hopi prophecy

Watch: The Rainbow Warriors

Last night I slept with a dream catcher over my bed gifted to me by Sunita Lillywhite. I dreamed of vortexes, tunnel and tunnels of them, all in swirling colours, with me inside flying by... just gliding from one tunnel to the next... lost. I wondered if this was the beginning of the end for me. Felt like Alice for a bit... Just couldn't get my head around how deep the rabbit hole was gonna go.

The dream catcher is working hand-in-hand with the Good Shepherd to get his lost sheep find her way back home.

Thank you, is all I can say.

Taking requests

I love Baby Lilly aka my guitar. I'm a Passé singer (check out my youtube link by clicking here).

I have been getting a couple of requests to sing... But I will do so only if you tell me the name of the song and who you would like to dedicate it too... I'll try my best to get the notes for the chords, clear my throat and belt out the tune...

Anyway, so I am accepting requests. Leave a note with  your song and dedication. If you want a hindi song - NO! lol.

Cheers!